Uncertainty

“Eventually all the pieces fall into place….until then, laugh at the confusion, live for the moment, and know that everything happens for a reason." -Carrie Bradshaw

I love me some SATC quotes. [That's Sex and the City, for any aliens reading.]  Carrie Bradshaw just 'gets me', you guys.  We are soul-mates and I am convinced that the world would be a better place if we were to co-write a book together.  The above quote was exactly what I needed to hear today.  On Thursday, I found out that I have too many units [because I'm a senior] to transfer to any of the southern California universities.  My only option, according to a transfer specialist, is to finish my last year at San Francisco State University or Sonoma State University because those are schools I have already studied at.  To say that this news "shocked me" would be the understatement of the year.  In fact, 2013 is going to look completely different than I had anticipated.  My plans to transfer to Cal State Fullerton in August of this year were squashed.    However, that's not a bad thing.  I have a whole year to earn Pilates Certification, work, get a solid year of sobriety.  Will I be moving back to northern California next year?  Possibly.  Yes, a lot is unknown right now and that scares me.  Uncertainty is not cute.  Fortunately, I know by now that everything happens for a reason.  As long as I'm doing the best that I can, everything will be okay.  And it will.  No matter what life throws at me, I will laugh at the confusion and live for the moment.  Eventually all the pieces fall into place.  Thanks, Bradshaw.

And let me assure you, once I finally get that diploma, there will be a PARTY.  You're invited.

xox,

E